You can call it the "perfect moment" when the universe aligns and the music in your head actually matches the music outside and all is well..

Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion.I myself prefer to laugh,since there is less cleaning up to do afterward..

I am not a saint,unless you think of a saint as a sinner who keeps on trying..

Evil is always possible..Goodness is a difficulty..

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me..

Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies.
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under...